MUGGING.

One week "holidays"?
What I need to do,
Get all the assignments done...
and get some rest.

All these late night study sessions in school is driving me nuts.
Just bear with it VAN.
2 more months and you're done.

But, I've been asking myself,
Is this what I want?

***

Right, I better be on HIATUS.
Shall be back after Prelims?
Control myself.

MUST WE REALLY LOST SOMETHING TO LEARN HOW IMPORTANT IT CAN BE?

COLOURFUL?
Yes, indeed.
I'm so g*d-damn-tired.
I think I can't take it anymore.

Art is draining every bit of energy left in me.
Together with all the crazy homework piling non-stop.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
5 MORE DAYS TO SUBMISSION FOR ART & I'M BARELY HALFWAY THROUGH.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO MAN?
I CAN'T RUSH MY WORKS ANYMORE.
IT'S REALLY DRAINING.
I'M TRIED, I REALLY AM.
HOW CAN I GET THIS DONE?
HOW?

***

School's been BITCH, get it right, BITCH.
I don't know how else I can describe SCHOOL, except for BITCH.
Urgh, art is really really driving me NUT, literally.
I can barely speak properly.
O' lvls MT result tml, I really hope I can make it...
Hmm, and, O' lvl EL oral next tuesday.
This is something I can't wait for, Idk why, but I kinda enjoy EL orals.
I really think I'm turning into some ALIENS.

Aye, right I'm crapping again.
I think I better turn in.
AND I WILL BE BACK AFTER I FEEL MUCH BETTER.

***

When they need you, you're the DEAREST FRIEND.
When everything's over, you're just like any other, NOTHING SPECIAL.
They'll just dump you aside.
I guess, THIS IS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR.
I finally learn today.
SACRIFICES?
FUCK IT MAN.

***

PREP'S OVER, I CAN'T WAIT FOR PRELIMS, THEN O LVLS.
I'm so glad this is coming, I REALLY CAN'T WAIT.

I've been really busy, with "I-DONT-KNOW-WHAT", I don't think I can think straight anymore.
ART, PREP, STUDY STUDY STUDY.
Hmm, not forgetting Night Study, which I find totally useless now.
I think I practically have no life, for now.

I still have to go back to sch tml morning for art, then to Mr Ling's studio to continue doing prep work.
The deadline for submission by sch is on the 24th of Aug.
I guess I'm feeling happy and a little not as happy.
I'm happy because, I can finally rest and not do anymore crazy drawings and whatever have you.
And I can totally channel my mind on studying.
But, that means I'll have to rush my prep work, I've been really slow.
10 more days. Can I still make it, I guess I'll really have to rush...
Rush, rush, rush...

***

I need to talk to someone, right now.

***

I can't seem to do something right.
I can't stop procrastinating.
I know I need to stop.
I need to start working on it.
RIGHT NOW.